They keep on thinking that I have finally gotten over the pain. They thought I am already doing fine just because I don't talk about the things that hurt me most. But some things are just better left unspoken and not talking about it doesn't mean you have gotten over it. It's just too painful to unearth some memories. And most of the times, you hurt in silence.

People need to understand that everyone of us has their own way of getting through stuff. Some asks help from their friends. Some chooses to just talk about it until it will numb them. And some forces their mind to forget. And then there's me who chooses to keep it to myself because I don't want to burden anyone. I don't want to drag them in my own mess.

And of course it hurts. It still hurts. I don't talk about stuff that caused me pain not because I have forgotten about them but because I clearly, clearly remember everything. And I don't want my mouth to be the trigger of uncovering some forced forgotten memories. I'm too weak for that. I'm too scared for that.

Call me a coward, I don't care. I just honestly think that it's okay to be scared about things that hurts you.🖤

Life is too short to fall for people who don’t love you loudly, or for relationships that don’t set fire to your soul.

Our time on this earth is impermanent, and in the short years we must love fearlessly.

The person you’re meant to be with will challenge you, will push you, will make you crazy and happy and confused, and show you what real, complicated love is.

The person you’re meant to be with will terrify you because they make you feel something.
So this is what you need to know about love you must always chase the person who scares you. Don’t settle for comfort because it’s familiar. Don’t be content with what you know because there’s a world out there waiting for you. And life’s too short not to pursue that.

Fall for the person who terrifies you because they have new ways of looking at the world, because they are different, because there is some unexplainable connection that is pulling you back to him or her, no matter how much you try to deny it.

Fall for the person who terrifies you because you feel something when you look into his or her eyes. and because scary is a change, a challenge, and both of those things will help you grow.
Fall for the person who terrifies you because what the hell else is our purpose on this earth than to love and love foolishly, fearlessly, fully?

Life is too short to hold yourself back from feeling something deeply. Life’s too short to deny your heart the pleasure of falling into someone, and giving them your soul. Life’s too short to pretend that you’ll find love where it’s comfortable and easy, because in all reality, love will never be easy. And that’s the most beautiful part.

Life’s too short not to pursue people that scare you, because those people are the ones who will change your life. And we’re all searching for that love that will alter our entire lives.

It’s waiting for you, go get it